"Yo, Is that u Leroy"

of course i want to be love'd, and of course i'm look'n, though not too hard since you never find love by look'n for it..right?

unfortunately, between dating (flesh market) services, and that random chance I'm not fairing too well..or maybe i'm just anxious for some'ting i won't find right away..u no..

like i have met 3 guys older than myself, 2 of which i have 'sorta' had sex with (guess that makes me easy..if not cheap..cause one of'em i let him get close by the second visit to my house..and he ain't even took me out..) and another one (of the 3 older guys) i slept in his bed by the second time we met..all he had to do was ask..but i like him a lot..(though i don't think i desire him) and he has been real generous wit me..which i really respect..; well the third older guy (whom is only like 5 years older than myself) we been on one date..and i paid for our entrance which really impressed him..i like him too, and will probably give up some juice wit him soon enough..man, i must be a slut..

now with the younger cats..it's all talk and no action on most of their parts..way too much drama from an import out of North Carolina via ATL GA, and you know he was not worth the money i spent and lent him..overlooking the emotional capital that i wasted on him; now the others, which range in names like domonic (real cute), to jay, to carlos, to anthony, to a caribbean calling himself bzefyness, or a N Yorker calling himself deepazz have all been rather uneventful..either we have problems meeting..or they flake on the times we agree..or they really want more to 'tease' me with the idea of sex and intimacy..but have no intention of actually meeting..go figure..

i've drop'd some tunes in my podcast..the latest three have been Funk, Reggae, & Alternative Rock..i hope you can find some'ting of listening pleasue in one of em..who would i recommend off of podomatic.com..well, my boi.. mookie makes some nice mixes..and then there is the worldly,
DJ Carlos Corcho whoms a N Yorker with a decidedly latin style..plus he post an all spanish speaking set as well..i've gotten some good stuff from him..and then there is friday fish fry..
whom has a sports podcast call'd 'f'sho' which is worth the listen if only to pick up some of Moreland &
Cardinal's wisdom..they also seem to be in it for the money..wit this store..

their guru being Alan Jaeger who has said, "that yoga provides a number of physical benefits including flexibility, balance, strength, endurance and improved respiration, while the mental benefits include confidence, concentration, discipline, patience, clarity and peace of mind—all essential traits.."
Shane Mosely,mainly cause he is 35 years old boxer with a great spirit; meaning age anit' nothing but a number..